牽手和分手來自同一雙手

I'm afraid that I won't no longer easily trust anyone else..
No reason. No meaning. 
Everytime when I recalled all the past one year ago..
Suddenly, joy and tear will all mix and fill up my mind.. and I just can't do anything at that moment..


I really want to rediscover the motive and passion what makes me still be here..     
To redefine the original intention and keep it in mind, unless it doesn't exist in the world.

I feel no good about it.